Freaking projects....

Ugh....the projects these days are really getting into my nerves!!! Damn...i have like...umm... geography, history, living skills, P.E.....anything more...??? maybe....*sigh...i've just came back from tuition and here i am typing my project....(umm...now my blog...XD)...PJK....well..now my right hand joint is hurting and my left hand fingers are sore....sadly...

Malay words really suck....everytimes there's a 'dan' i'll type 'and' as instinct...and i'll have to backspace....to type the same thing again...den backspace again....den again...den AGAIN!!!....UGH!!! i'm reallli-reallli SICk of projects...(except the game...survival project... XD)...well...its late now....i've log off....thx...TO THE PROJECTS!!!! DRAT THEM!!!

Confused and Sorrowful

I find myself crouched in a corner,
not knowing of what to do,
weeping inside myself,
Lies used to keep away from reality,
A veil separating myself and the world,
I ponder about the decision I'm about to make,
whether it is correct or false,
should I carry on? Or should I pause?

In front of me a cross-road lies,
not knowing which direction to follow,
fearing of a dead end,
to a point of no return,
What should I do?
Wait there and not make a move?
Or give a shot in the dark,
which might miss,
and forever lie in the darkness,
not appearing to light,
ever again......

Guitar Class

Phew....i had my first guitar class today and found myself clutching my right arm after the lesson....its was SOOO...painful...eek...jus for half an hour....and my arm hurts???...is that so?? am i that weak or it is normal??...hmmm.....well...i could'nt say that i'm weak right?? so...lets put it this way...a normal person would feel much more pain than wad i felt.. RIGHT??...eh heh....the teacher taught me in cantonese...whoa...luckily i noe how to listen and speak in the particular language :P...so...it was ok....he was a bit fierce though....phew...the half an hour flew past and without knowing it...my lesson had ended...i double-checked my watch to confirm and left the room...well...here i am now...practicing the little bit my 'sensei' had taught me...trying to perfect it.... :P.... turkey signing out....

Editorial Board Photo-session

Waaaaaa.....i'ma tired turkey today....eh heh....worse yesterday but still tired today....well luckily Mr Sim accepted my entry as a editorial board photography field member :P....(althought i failed in my Language department :( ) Well...i just hate it when the students don't co-operate and line up nicely when asked to....they are just too playful and don't listen to orders....that makes our 'easy' job....super hard....

Anywayz...that was yesterday....lol....today...i was in-charge of the corridor....well....quite a boring job....nothing to do except shoo people away from the area i'm guarding....well...got tired of standing of course....phew....well....v got FREE burgers!!! lol...nice treat after a day's of hard work eh?? XD....well...gtg.....turkey logging off....

Ching Ming

Waaaaaa....i'm sooo tired today man....first i got up and watched Hitch :P....den i had to go for ching ming.....haiz....there was a super-duper traffic jam at the cemetery area....our car stayed at the same spot for 3o odd minutes.....eek.....it was buring hot in there.....*sigh*....

Then sun was scorching our bodies as we slaved to clean up the monument....after all the labour....we set to another cemetery....then another.....at the third cemetery...whoa....the incense smoke was terrible...everyone shed their tears as we followed the same procedure as the previous prayers....i wondered to myself...the people working there would certainly get lung cancer anytime right??

Anyway....my dreadful day wasn't over yet....after cleaning up...i had to do my homework....eek....a whole mountain of it....waiting for me to finish.....i better do it now....*sighhh*....turkey logging out

Physical Test....

Well....today...a usual Saturday....BUT....with many PBSM exams ahead....doesn't seem normal eh?? lol....anywayz....today i got up and had roti canai for breakfast....mmmm.....a good breakfast for energy since i'm going to have my physical test....well....got to school and met up with my group members ( Neptune group.....weird name?? well....it is.... >.<" ) . after that instructions were given and we were schedulled to do our physical test first....whoa....i paired up wif Hong Kah Kiat.... a.k.a Cockroach :P.....well....i did 30 push-ups, 30 sit-ups, ran 3 rounds, duck walk, frog jump, commando crawl, 20 anti-gravities(hang on to a pole upside down and pull yourself up), lastly....star jump 20 times....

I started off comfortably but as i approached the duck walk...i started getting very tired on my legs...whoa...the went NUMB!!....neways....pushed myself....carried on....when i reached commando crawl....my hands were doing all the work and my legs were just dragging behind....yikez....then the worst part....star jump....i was practically putting my hands up liek surrendering....after accomplishing the final task....i still had to run 10 steps to the time keeper....eek....after that i was lying on my back resting....phew....mad-case....everyone was exhausted and some people puked....ewww.....cockroach puked :P....oh well...i din't :P.....

While resting...my eyes became blur....as though some black mist was blocking my view....i felt drowsy....i ducked my head down to channel blood to my head....knowing that if i din't don so....i might faint....luckily i did....and i was okay after that... the worst was over....but then...i just couldn't walk down any stair....my knees would buckle and i'll stumble....i had to hold on to railings....(even now....(15 hours after the test))...

After that i had 'memasak' and 'menyala api' exams coming....my group memasak well...but a lot of smoke went into our eyes and made us weep....we claimed that we were 'touched' by our teamwork and were crying....lol....after that i had my 'menyala api' exam....geez....that sucked badly....i arranged the fire place....got the match ready....and when i lit the match....the cursed wind just had to blow off my match....damn....i lost 30 marks just for that....(i got 70 marks)....sad....anyway...it was a memorable day...i will never forget it.....(for the time-being...due to my still aching leg....)......turkey logging off

Evil Teacher.....

Waaa...evil Manvir....jus for not bringing our literature text books(small little book)....she made us stand at the back of the class......WTH!!!.....how evil can she get??? can't share it??? she freakign said that it can be shared.....argh....i was so pissed with her man.....i wrote some poems of hatred about her.....the following are what i wrote.... *note that the 'you' int eh poems are reffered to Manvir*

'A wound nothing can cure,
A disgrace no one can bear,
My wrath you shall feel,
Pain will make you reel....'

'The sky won't fall.....you will....'

'Angels radiate light,
you radiate darkness....'

'All that i crave for....is your annihilation...'

'A Waja you drive...neath it you die' (dats evil....)

'As hell's flames swallow you....
Laught is all i can do'

'At hell's gates....torture awaits....'

well....thats it... :P.....i wonder whether my anger has subsided or not....hmmm......better not unleash it at any other person....and i hope i won't need to.......turkey logging off