Confused and Sorrowful

I find myself crouched in a corner,
not knowing of what to do,
weeping inside myself,
Lies used to keep away from reality,
A veil separating myself and the world,
I ponder about the decision I'm about to make,
whether it is correct or false,
should I carry on? Or should I pause?

In front of me a cross-road lies,
not knowing which direction to follow,
fearing of a dead end,
to a point of no return,
What should I do?
Wait there and not make a move?
Or give a shot in the dark,
which might miss,
and forever lie in the darkness,
not appearing to light,
ever again......