Projects...

I would now officially declare my hatred towards.....PROJECTS....yes....projects....to start with...History project....ugh....making a folio on Tunku Abdul Rahman ain't easy....haiz....translating his malay biography into english...just because the mangan teacher....Puan Lillian Lee Li Lian(quadruple 'L') wants it in English....imagine....if it isn't in english....i could have just typed out the whole freaking book i borrowed from the library instead of pondering of what to write for each mangan sentence...><...sigh....then Quad L wants it 20 pages long...><...its only 10 pages for now...haiz...and its after adding all the super big pictures...T___T....what am i to do??...guess i'll just CRAP all the way to 20 pages....wahahahhaaaaa

Next up is the physics project....^^....this also...sucked...><...we planned to do robots...it sounded easy at first....with the book's guidance....budden...after buying all the mangan parts and fixing them together....THEY DON'T WORK!!!.....dang...first...its a waste of money....then..its a wasted of time...because i stayed back...just to do the mangan robots...then...went to Matthew's house on Sunday...(A SUNDAY!!! i should be sleeping!!!)....from 2 - 6....just to 'finish' the robots which in the end were finished....but didn't work....wow....big deal....neways....we finished at 5.15 and played the P.S2 from then till 6....xD....some great project and team...^^...i forgot to add that the maid was kind enough to make french fries, cur papayas and make orange juice for us to drink(the bottle kind)....^^....not bad after all....

Then there is also the maths project....wow....the mangan teacher forced me into this group and i am just not doing anything...ha...beat that....so...our 'great' friend Shawn is doing all the hard work researching, creating, buying and other stuff all by himself...wahahhaaa....not that i'm trying to sound evil...or be evil...but i really have no time and interest to put into this maths project...and i still have the mangan history project to occupy my time...><.....

Soul-like thingy...

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Life?? What life???

HEH....its been a loooooooooong time....^^...owh well....here i go again....these days homework and projets are just flooding my life...ugh....folios....experiments....reports...marching practices...ARRRRRRRRRGH.....plus revision....and...HOMEWORK.....its just pathetically flooding my whole desk and i don't have time to clear them....damn....to rub salt into my wounds...the flow of e-mails i have been constantly getting has been decreasing so that i don't really get any news but to wonder....ponder....of the present....and the future....along with the memories of the past...i know that life has its good and bad days....but then....these days are just killing me....although i might seem to try to look cheerful and happy...somehow...my head keeps on wondering and everytime i have free time....(not much)....i would just hate myself for some reason.....for not being good enough....not being to manage time well....for messing up my life....and for some other things...ugh....hiding pain isn't fun....