Thursday, June 15, 2006

Over...It's....Over....

Yea....its over...xD....say bye-bye to the lousy...badly done...not prepared...second term exam...gah...with physics as the final finale...well...not bad of a close...hehez....bad for Ariel maybe...but certainly not for me...hehez...blood was gushing through my arteries...veins...and capilaries...i was finally free!!!....but the moment lasted for just a while...the next lot of exams will still come again...though it seems far...slacking must not be done...i'll not let history repeat...gahhh....last minute study...guess one time is enough to get someone like me to learn his lesson...--__--....guess i'm a weak minded soul...easy hurt or changed by failure...maybe thats something good...heh....AWW MAN....i'm turning into a freaking nerd....and thats bad...><...gah...nothing suits me...guess its time for me to get glasses....xD...we'll see....

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Exams...

WAHHHHHH....exams have been virtually killing me...ugh....thx to me not studying before...xD...owh well...no more last minute studying ever again...hah...because... :

1) Eye hurts
2) Wastes cofee
3) Wastes green tea
4) Hurts the body both physically and mentally
5) Tend to hunger for sleep...yet sleeping at 1 smtg..
6) Hard to wake up the next morning
7) Dreamy throughout the next day...

As you can see....last minute studying is bad....hah....besides...my left eye was swollen also...and both eyes were red on the second last day of the exams....><...i also don't have very much expectations for this exam....i'm gonna drop from 16 to...say...30 smtg...i'm quite sure of it....haiz...what to do...><....by the way....chemistry and moral were the worst subjects....and now...i hate them both.....

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Wesak Helping

It...WAS wesak eve when i helped out int he temple at brickfields. I only arrived at 9 due to bowling at sunway pyramid...ahahaaa...so there...when I got there....went to register myself as a helper...and to do this i must write in a weird booklet thingy...then...ironically...the person who signed in before me was Lim Ter Xiao, Natasha...Ugh...how could that be??><....then i wrote Lim Ter-Yi below it...lolx...the people at the counter also...'Waaa'...lolx...nice Wesak indeed...lolx...wanted to sell candles...budden...since i've been selling candles for almost...5 years...decided against it...xD....

So...went round looking for things to do...then spotted some people clearing incense...(joss sticks, for those who dunnoe...--___--, hear that Ariel?)...so...i brought myself and my friend to a counter to get our equipment...lolx...yea...we still have equipment for that kinda trivial job...^^...so...got myself a glove and a weird scrapping thingy...so...stationed myself at one of the most busy incense urns...xD....wanna do smtg mer....hehe....later i found out that it was a bad idea...lolx...just because i wasn't experienced enough and kept getting scolded by the ashes on the joss sticks...><....haiz...luckily they left no mark on my hands now...xD...

At the begining i kept removing the joss sticks and stuffed them into the water in a bucket and enjoy hearing them sizzle...wahahhaaa....it was fun at first...but after doing it several times...ugh...i had no feeling for it already...hehe....so...changed plan and decided to just arrange the incense nicely....and then there are many mangan people who are afraid to be burnt by the ashes....then they stick their incense at really weird angles...leaving no space for others to put...so...thats where i come in...hehe...barge into the crowd...group the incense together...then stick it somewhere vacant...its was fun also...xD....

The exciting part was when the joss sticks were close to each other...the heat would be intense...thus starting a fire...a fire that would incinerate the whole lot of incense fast....thats...again where i come in....to avoid a bigger fire...i will have to risk burning my hand by grabbing the whole bunch of burning incense and rush to the nearest bucket of water....hehe....this was the ultimate thrill of the night...xD...and it happened many times...as people flogged into the temple non stop....^^....i hate to admit that...i actually sometimes...deliberately put incense together so that the percentage of this phenomenon happening will be higher...lol....

My other job was to clear the half burnt candles and the wax on the tilled table which on top of it rested the urns...it was fun to be able to extinguish them with two fingers...xD...just press on the wig and poof....the fire will go...xD....thats of course with my gloved hand....xD....was kinda cool too....

Soon...my glove had a burnt hole in it...lol....i showed that to my partner..xD...one of the three who were working at the same place as me...lolx...he then showed me a hole in his shirt...lolx...a lot worse than mine...xD...i first talked to him in english...but then...found out that his tone was not that fluent in english...so...change to cantonese...lolx...only then we were able to communicate well....hah...things went on well after that....i also replaced my glove with another new one and of a higher quality...plus another glove for my left hand...things were made easier now with both my hands gloved...hehe

Then there was this mangan guy who kept thinking that i was a newbie and kept telling me what to do...ugh...so irritating man....he kept saying 'keep the incense upright!!!'...'don't burn other people'...'careful laaa'...MANGAN!!!....felt like telling him to try this job himself...budden...Wesak day....keep cool....hehe....so...kept cool loo....

Then the wax was really...ugh...also because i was clumsy...some of it spilt on my white school shoes and school pants...yea....i was still wearing them due to no time to bath...xD....so...yep...splattered all over my pants...wax...><...then there was this moment when the super big candle put there for people to light their joss sticks came tumbling down...i was there....yea....^^....took the candle and stuffed it beside the bin...lol...

One time there was a mini fire going on in one of the pots( a rectangular metal thingy stuffed with soil to put candles)...caught fire...this was because the wax of the melted candles was spread evenly on the surface of the pot and the whole thing was burning....the devotees were so happy as it lighted their incense fast...lolx...budden...i had to end their joy as the fire might or will get bigger...so...i tried putting water on it....bad idea....it went spluttering...just like adding water to boiling oil...yikes...then...a partner of mine came to clear the wax with a metal tray(he was supposed to scrap the wax off the altar)...then it stuck me...i got the tray from him and covered the whole mangan pot to starve it of oxygen...^^...and it worked....aha!!!....Terry Lim...saviour of the day....^^....indeed....lol...

I forgot to mention that the mangan incense let out smoke!!! yes it does!!! and its stings ur eyes like acid...ugh...(although i've not tried acid..xD)...i was partly crying due to the incence smoke...or maybe i was touched by the Buddha's kindness i dunnoe...lolx...neways...i went home at 1.40 smtg...yea...was late...xD...then got a nice bath...and went to sleep nearly as soon as i came in contact with the bed...due to triedness...xD...

Overall i would say i've done a good deed....and played my part in helping the temple...so..i deserved a good sleep till 1.30 p.m. the next day....WAHAHAHAHAAA!!! =P

Monday, April 24, 2006

Projects...

I would now officially declare my hatred towards.....PROJECTS....yes....projects....to start with...History project....ugh....making a folio on Tunku Abdul Rahman ain't easy....haiz....translating his malay biography into english...just because the mangan teacher....Puan Lillian Lee Li Lian(quadruple 'L') wants it in English....imagine....if it isn't in english....i could have just typed out the whole freaking book i borrowed from the library instead of pondering of what to write for each mangan sentence...><...sigh....then Quad L wants it 20 pages long...><...its only 10 pages for now...haiz...and its after adding all the super big pictures...T___T....what am i to do??...guess i'll just CRAP all the way to 20 pages....wahahahhaaaaa

Next up is the physics project....^^....this also...sucked...><...we planned to do robots...it sounded easy at first....with the book's guidance....budden...after buying all the mangan parts and fixing them together....THEY DON'T WORK!!!.....dang...first...its a waste of money....then..its a wasted of time...because i stayed back...just to do the mangan robots...then...went to Matthew's house on Sunday...(A SUNDAY!!! i should be sleeping!!!)....from 2 - 6....just to 'finish' the robots which in the end were finished....but didn't work....wow....big deal....neways....we finished at 5.15 and played the P.S2 from then till 6....xD....some great project and team...^^...i forgot to add that the maid was kind enough to make french fries, cur papayas and make orange juice for us to drink(the bottle kind)....^^....not bad after all....

Then there is also the maths project....wow....the mangan teacher forced me into this group and i am just not doing anything...ha...beat that....so...our 'great' friend Shawn is doing all the hard work researching, creating, buying and other stuff all by himself...wahahhaaa....not that i'm trying to sound evil...or be evil...but i really have no time and interest to put into this maths project...and i still have the mangan history project to occupy my time...><.....

Monday, April 17, 2006

Soul-like thingy...




You Are a Visionary Soul



You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.

Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.

You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.

Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.



You have great vision and can be very insightful.

In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.

Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.

You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.



Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Life?? What life???

HEH....its been a loooooooooong time....^^...owh well....here i go again....these days homework and projets are just flooding my life...ugh....folios....experiments....reports...marching practices...ARRRRRRRRRGH.....plus revision....and...HOMEWORK.....its just pathetically flooding my whole desk and i don't have time to clear them....damn....to rub salt into my wounds...the flow of e-mails i have been constantly getting has been decreasing so that i don't really get any news but to wonder....ponder....of the present....and the future....along with the memories of the past...i know that life has its good and bad days....but then....these days are just killing me....although i might seem to try to look cheerful and happy...somehow...my head keeps on wondering and everytime i have free time....(not much)....i would just hate myself for some reason.....for not being good enough....not being to manage time well....for messing up my life....and for some other things...ugh....hiding pain isn't fun....

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

PMR Results...

heheee.....it was december the 22th 2005 and i'm blogging now...lolx...oh well...i woke up early that day...heheee...very excited bout the results....heh...all my hard work mer...see what would be it's fruit...^^...so...went into my school uniform got going by 8.50 so as so to meet my friends at 7-11 at 9.15...or so i thought it was...my school shoes were torn and were long gone so i had no option but to wear my white sports shoe and hope that nobody would spot it...^^...i arrived there at 9.15...no one there...so...went straight into school and found out that results only coming out at 10.30...lolx...felt like a fool and had to wait....went out several times to check whether anyone came to 7-11...but no one was there....at 9.50...i went out once again and found them there...so...it was 9.50...great memory of mine...the school hall's gates were open only at 10.30...so we waited and saw the Ntv7 crew come to our school...lolx...everyone tried to act cool...heheee...as the cameraman was filming...we went into to school hall and waited for...say...1 hour...doing nothing but chatting...LOL...we were bored to tears....cuz at 10.30 the teacher said that the results were on their way reaching only at 11....then at 11 she said the results reached...we waited anxiously...for half an hour...xD...suppose they had to sort them out...>.<...so...we were lined up by class and when the teachers came in we cheered...everyone got their results...soem were good some were bad...those who were waiting like me had tensed feelings....i mean TENSED....lol...especially when the senior assistant told us there were 130+ who got 8as, 120+ who got 7as, and 57 who got 6as...lolx...i didn't really have much feelings when i got my slip of paper...lol...a bit disappointed to see C by my chinese...lol....sad...well...at least better than some of my friends who got b for geo which really suprised us....i was shocked when tofu got b...he did so much revision on geo...guess they raised the stakes...then after that we went around asking results lor...then called our parents to tell them...also went out to take pic with the newspaper ppl...lol...everyone had to jump when they counted 3...lolx...stewpid ler...oh well...after that we went to midvalley lo...hang out a bit after getting result...^^