When life becomes lifeless.....~Ŧυгкεγ~

Over...It's....Over....

2006-06-15T08:24:00.000-07:00

Yea....its over...xD....say bye-bye to the lousy...badly done...not prepared...second term exam...gah...with physics as the final finale...well...not bad of a close...hehez....bad for Ariel maybe...but certainly not for me...hehez...blood was gushing through my arteries...veins...and capilaries...i was finally free!!!....but the moment lasted for just a while...the next lot of exams will still come again...though it seems far...slacking must not be done...i'll not let history repeat...gahhh....last minute study...guess one time is enough to get someone like me to learn his lesson...--__--....guess i'm a weak minded soul...easy hurt or changed by failure...maybe thats something good...heh....AWW MAN....i'm turning into a freaking nerd....and thats bad...><...gah...nothing suits me...guess its time for me to get glasses....xD...we'll see....

Exams...

2006-05-28T18:15:00.000-07:00

WAHHHHHH....exams have been virtually killing me...ugh....thx to me not studying before...xD...owh well...no more last minute studying ever again...hah...because... :

1) Eye hurts
2) Wastes cofee
3) Wastes green tea
4) Hurts the body both physically and mentally
5) Tend to hunger for sleep...yet sleeping at 1 smtg..
6) Hard to wake up the next morning
7) Dreamy throughout the next day...

As you can see....last minute studying is bad....hah....besides...my left eye was swollen also...and both eyes were red on the second last day of the exams....><...i also don't have very much expectations for this exam....i'm gonna drop from 16 to...say...30 smtg...i'm quite sure of it....haiz...what to do...><....by the way....chemistry and moral were the worst subjects....and now...i hate them both.....

Wesak Helping

2006-05-13T08:20:00.000-07:00

It...WAS wesak eve when i helped out int he temple at brickfields. I only arrived at 9 due to bowling at sunway pyramid...ahahaaa...so there...when I got there....went to register myself as a helper...and to do this i must write in a weird booklet thingy...then...ironically...the person who signed in before me was Lim Ter Xiao, Natasha...Ugh...how could that be??><....then i wrote Lim Ter-Yi below it...lolx...the people at the counter also...'Waaa'...lolx...nice Wesak indeed...lolx...wanted to sell candles...budden...since i've been selling candles for almost...5 years...decided against it...xD....

So...went round looking for things to do...then spotted some people clearing incense...(joss sticks, for those who dunnoe...--___--, hear that Ariel?)...so...i brought myself and my friend to a counter to get our equipment...lolx...yea...we still have equipment for that kinda trivial job...^^...so...got myself a glove and a weird scrapping thingy...so...stationed myself at one of the most busy incense urns...xD....wanna do smtg mer....hehe....later i found out that it was a bad idea...lolx...just because i wasn't experienced enough and kept getting scolded by the ashes on the joss sticks...><....haiz...luckily they left no mark on my hands now...xD...

At the begining i kept removing the joss sticks and stuffed them into the water in a bucket and enjoy hearing them sizzle...wahahhaaa....it was fun at first...but after doing it several times...ugh...i had no feeling for it already...hehe....so...changed plan and decided to just arrange the incense nicely....and then there are many mangan people who are afraid to be burnt by the ashes....then they stick their incense at really weird angles...leaving no space for others to put...so...thats where i come in...hehe...barge into the crowd...group the incense together...then stick it somewhere vacant...its was fun also...xD....

The exciting part was when the joss sticks were close to each other...the heat would be intense...thus starting a fire...a fire that would incinerate the whole lot of incense fast....thats...again where i come in....to avoid a bigger fire...i will have to risk burning my hand by grabbing the whole bunch of burning incense and rush to the nearest bucket of water....hehe....this was the ultimate thrill of the night...xD...and it happened many times...as people flogged into the temple non stop....^^....i hate to admit that...i actually sometimes...deliberately put incense together so that the percentage of this phenomenon happening will be higher...lol....

My other job was to clear the half burnt candles and the wax on the tilled table which on top of it rested the urns...it was fun to be able to extinguish them with two fingers...xD...just press on the wig and poof....the fire will go...xD....thats of course with my gloved hand....xD....was kinda cool too....

Soon...my glove had a burnt hole in it...lol....i showed that to my partner..xD...one of the three who were working at the same place as me...lolx...he then showed me a hole in his shirt...lolx...a lot worse than mine...xD...i first talked to him in english...but then...found out that his tone was not that fluent in english...so...change to cantonese...lolx...only then we were able to communicate well....hah...things went on well after that....i also replaced my glove with another new one and of a higher quality...plus another glove for my left hand...things were made easier now with both my hands gloved...hehe

Then there was this mangan guy who kept thinking that i was a newbie and kept telling me what to do...ugh...so irritating man....he kept saying 'keep the incense upright!!!'...'don't burn other people'...'careful laaa'...MANGAN!!!....felt like telling him to try this job himself...budden...Wesak day....keep cool....hehe....so...kept cool loo....

Then the wax was really...ugh...also because i was clumsy...some of it spilt on my white school shoes and school pants...yea....i was still wearing them due to no time to bath...xD....so...yep...splattered all over my pants...wax...><...then there was this moment when the super big candle put there for people to light their joss sticks came tumbling down...i was there....yea....^^....took the candle and stuffed it beside the bin...lol...

One time there was a mini fire going on in one of the pots( a rectangular metal thingy stuffed with soil to put candles)...caught fire...this was because the wax of the melted candles was spread evenly on the surface of the pot and the whole thing was burning....the devotees were so happy as it lighted their incense fast...lolx...budden...i had to end their joy as the fire might or will get bigger...so...i tried putting water on it....bad idea....it went spluttering...just like adding water to boiling oil...yikes...then...a partner of mine came to clear the wax with a metal tray(he was supposed to scrap the wax off the altar)...then it stuck me...i got the tray from him and covered the whole mangan pot to starve it of oxygen...^^...and it worked....aha!!!....Terry Lim...saviour of the day....^^....indeed....lol...

I forgot to mention that the mangan incense let out smoke!!! yes it does!!! and its stings ur eyes like acid...ugh...(although i've not tried acid..xD)...i was partly crying due to the incence smoke...or maybe i was touched by the Buddha's kindness i dunnoe...lolx...neways...i went home at 1.40 smtg...yea...was late...xD...then got a nice bath...and went to sleep nearly as soon as i came in contact with the bed...due to triedness...xD...

Overall i would say i've done a good deed....and played my part in helping the temple...so..i deserved a good sleep till 1.30 p.m. the next day....WAHAHAHAHAAA!!! =P

Projects...

2006-04-24T00:13:00.000-07:00

I would now officially declare my hatred towards.....PROJECTS....yes....projects....to start with...History project....ugh....making a folio on Tunku Abdul Rahman ain't easy....haiz....translating his malay biography into english...just because the mangan teacher....Puan Lillian Lee Li Lian(quadruple 'L') wants it in English....imagine....if it isn't in english....i could have just typed out the whole freaking book i borrowed from the library instead of pondering of what to write for each mangan sentence...><...sigh....then Quad L wants it 20 pages long...><...its only 10 pages for now...haiz...and its after adding all the super big pictures...T___T....what am i to do??...guess i'll just CRAP all the way to 20 pages....wahahahhaaaaa

Next up is the physics project....^^....this also...sucked...><...we planned to do robots...it sounded easy at first....with the book's guidance....budden...after buying all the mangan parts and fixing them together....THEY DON'T WORK!!!.....dang...first...its a waste of money....then..its a wasted of time...because i stayed back...just to do the mangan robots...then...went to Matthew's house on Sunday...(A SUNDAY!!! i should be sleeping!!!)....from 2 - 6....just to 'finish' the robots which in the end were finished....but didn't work....wow....big deal....neways....we finished at 5.15 and played the P.S2 from then till 6....xD....some great project and team...^^...i forgot to add that the maid was kind enough to make french fries, cur papayas and make orange juice for us to drink(the bottle kind)....^^....not bad after all....

Then there is also the maths project....wow....the mangan teacher forced me into this group and i am just not doing anything...ha...beat that....so...our 'great' friend Shawn is doing all the hard work researching, creating, buying and other stuff all by himself...wahahhaaa....not that i'm trying to sound evil...or be evil...but i really have no time and interest to put into this maths project...and i still have the mangan history project to occupy my time...><.....

Soul-like thingy...

2006-04-17T07:23:00.000-07:00

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.

Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.

You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.

Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.

In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.

Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.

You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Life?? What life???

2006-04-15T23:53:00.000-07:00

HEH....its been a loooooooooong time....^^...owh well....here i go again....these days homework and projets are just flooding my life...ugh....folios....experiments....reports...marching practices...ARRRRRRRRRGH.....plus revision....and...HOMEWORK.....its just pathetically flooding my whole desk and i don't have time to clear them....damn....to rub salt into my wounds...the flow of e-mails i have been constantly getting has been decreasing so that i don't really get any news but to wonder....ponder....of the present....and the future....along with the memories of the past...i know that life has its good and bad days....but then....these days are just killing me....although i might seem to try to look cheerful and happy...somehow...my head keeps on wondering and everytime i have free time....(not much)....i would just hate myself for some reason.....for not being good enough....not being to manage time well....for messing up my life....and for some other things...ugh....hiding pain isn't fun....

PMR Results...

2005-12-28T23:15:00.000-08:00

heheee.....it was december the 22th 2005 and i'm blogging now...lolx...oh well...i woke up early that day...heheee...very excited bout the results....heh...all my hard work mer...see what would be it's fruit...^^...so...went into my school uniform got going by 8.50 so as so to meet my friends at 7-11 at 9.15...or so i thought it was...my school shoes were torn and were long gone so i had no option but to wear my white sports shoe and hope that nobody would spot it...^^...i arrived there at 9.15...no one there...so...went straight into school and found out that results only coming out at 10.30...lolx...felt like a fool and had to wait....went out several times to check whether anyone came to 7-11...but no one was there....at 9.50...i went out once again and found them there...so...it was 9.50...great memory of mine...the school hall's gates were open only at 10.30...so we waited and saw the Ntv7 crew come to our school...lolx...everyone tried to act cool...heheee...as the cameraman was filming...we went into to school hall and waited for...say...1 hour...doing nothing but chatting...LOL...we were bored to tears....cuz at 10.30 the teacher said that the results were on their way reaching only at 11....then at 11 she said the results reached...we waited anxiously...for half an hour...xD...suppose they had to sort them out...>.<...so...we were lined up by class and when the teachers came in we cheered...everyone got their results...soem were good some were bad...those who were waiting like me had tensed feelings....i mean TENSED....lol...especially when the senior assistant told us there were 130+ who got 8as, 120+ who got 7as, and 57 who got 6as...lolx...i didn't really have much feelings when i got my slip of paper...lol...a bit disappointed to see C by my chinese...lol....sad...well...at least better than some of my friends who got b for geo which really suprised us....i was shocked when tofu got b...he did so much revision on geo...guess they raised the stakes...then after that we went around asking results lor...then called our parents to tell them...also went out to take pic with the newspaper ppl...lol...everyone had to jump when they counted 3...lolx...stewpid ler...oh well...after that we went to midvalley lo...hang out a bit after getting result...^^

Sara's Birthday Outing

2005-09-11T22:39:00.000-07:00

Phew......quite and exhausting and fun day I've had today....lol...I started my day with Sunday School as usual...class was quite boring and i was falling asleep....XD...After the class i changed into my clothes and WALKED....walked mind you....XD...to the monorail station...the crowd was...hmm...large..but i squeezed in front of everyone before the monorail arrived and managed to get a seat!!!....muahahahhaa....guess Turkey is still in action!!! wooooot....XD....

Anywayz....i got out at the Bukit Bintang station (Sungai Wang), cracked my brain for what to buy as birthday presents for Wei Jian and Sara...well...thx to my super slow mind...i wasted 10-15 minutes just browsing for things to come to a conclusion that i will get a One Piece poster for Wei Jian and chocolates for Sara...XD....kinda cheap but....what could i do??

I played Easy to D with Craymel and Tofu at TS( Su Ping watched)....well i kinda suck...failed all the way...lol...got trashed by a girl in Virtual-On cuz my joystick wasn't working well...lol...couldn't last 5 secs....>.<....but managed to beat her second time....wahahaha.....>.<....only to lose the deciding match....T_T.....Well Melanie, Brenda, Sara and Li May arrived at 2!!! walao....we went into the theme park and....i kinda enjoyed it in the end....althought it was kinda hard to get through the barrier of fear that my mind conjured up, such as falling down from the roller coaster and stuff like that....well...luckily Shu Ying was a bit scared too! XD....someone to accompany me....wahahahaha.....the large roller coaster there wasn't really scary as it should have been....XD....dunnoe why...but i wasn't really freaked out...lol....The Tomahawk thingy was okay...it went 360 degrees 10 times....lol...(i counted with Melanie before the actual ride)...so when it was my time to get on it....ummm....i closed my eyes...XD....felt the pull of gravity and central-figal force and counted the 360 turns....lol...my pendant was hitting against my face everytime.....XD....The weird car thingy that turns( meant for children) kinda made me feel giddy....sigh....(in addition Melanie's glasses fell out....XD....kinda got outta shape but...still could be used! wahahahaha)....The most relieving one was the super tall pole liek thing that brings u up and turns....lol...it counters the giddyness and helps a lot...but it was rather boring...jus going up then coming down after a few turns....btw....the pole thingy was creaking as we came down and it didn't make anyone of us feel nice at all...lol....I skipped the DNA mixer cuz i didn't wanna vomit...XD.....the merry go round thingy was okay in the sense...not frightening....i sat with kwan sing and refrained from squashing him...lol....the force was so great that my hands ached from holding so tight the the bar.....(in this event, Melanie dropped her cap and i had a smudge of black on it.....sad hor....XD)

The events went in this sequence Merry-go-round thingy > thingy that goes up and comes down with a pole > Car turning thingy > DNA mixer > Large Roller Coaster.

After that we went shopping...lol...entered the Body Golve shop and bought things...such as a purse for Sara(the purseless girl) and a present for Shu Ying's dad. We wasted a lot of time thinking about what to buy for Wei Jian, we entered a gift shop, a horror stall(with chopped off fake hands, blood, a suspended ghost-like thingy, pretty cool). Finally we decided to re-enter the gift shop and bought Wei Jian a monkey like doll....lol....not really a doll....but....figure i suppose....before that we also entered the Body Glove shop again thinking of buying a pencil case for him...but the thought was dismissed....After that...Cray, Tofu, Su Ping and I proceeded to the entrance to be fetched home, while sara, li may, brenda and shu ying another direction, to somewhere unknown to me...XD....well....as i am typing this blog...shu ying would be enjoying herself shopping at Mid Valley....XD...lucky gal....shopping....lol

Bon Odori

2005-07-19T19:23:00.000-07:00

Phew....nows the only chance of blogging for me, since Bon Odori!!! Well, it was held at the Matsushita Stadium in Shah Alam, 16th July 2005. In preparation for that, Bryan and I went to Petaling Street to but the things needed to make a Yukata(japanese summer wear). The cloth cost RM50! OMG! and the cutting RM25....>.< pretty wasted though....cuz I won't be wearing it often...XD....We went searching high and low to find the shop that actually makes the Yukata, only to fail...sigh....anyway, Bryan paid RM3 to use the Cyber Cafe there for 2 mins....lol....quite a dodgy place that was....XD....the coms were SUPER OLD!!! the keyboards were....ewww....yellowish....)the super yellowed kind)....anyway...we found the information and succeded to get the job done.

Now for the actual Bon Odori event. At 5.00 p.m. after my tuition has just finished, I went to Bryan's house where everyone was supposed to meet, the people who were going were Kwan Seng, Li Ying, Su Ping and Bryan. As soon as I got there I changed into my Yukata and we set off to KL Sentral where we were supposed to take the KTM to Shah Alam. Everything went on fine and we arrived at 7 with 2 friends who met us at KL Sentral, Chee Yan and Janice.

Fortunately we arrived at the correct time, and with the Yukatas, the shuttle bus just couldn't miss us....we took a ride and found ourselves in the stadium. Surprisingly, we met our history teacher, Puan Rosimah there! She was shocked to see us, and vice-versa. So, we bowed to her( since we were in Japanese clothing), she actually whacked us....lol....dono why. Well, we met the Comic Fiesta people there, said hi and everything.

The food there was....umm...EXPENSIVE!!! the cheapest we could find was a RM3 Japanese Nasi Lemak...and there was some 'Snowball Coconut King' it was so hilarious....(RM8...ouch...)...I also bought a RM10 plate of Seafood Noodles. Well it was great, the prawns were crispy and they put some greenish thingy on top(not wasabi)..tasted good also. Say Xue Ni's sister but lost her, well Xue Ni didn't go...so...no point looking for her...

Then there was this dance thing in the middle of the field. The dancers were on a high raised platform while us(the newbies who don't know how to dance stayed below). We tried to follow the dance as well as we could and had a superb time using the plastic fans to hit each other at every break.

After the dancing, we headed back to the CF headquarters. They had a photo session their and I, of course didn't want to be left out. *wink* Then the sad part came, the end of BO drew near. The speakers boomed good night and to meet again next year. All of us retreated to the exit.

I had problem finding my parents and had to waste RM3 just on phone calls....sigh...what a waste....Anywayz....Bon Odori was sure an event that I won't miss next year!!!

All the Comic Fiesta Members!!! See me???

Me and Bryan in Yukata while Kwan Seng and Chee Yan in normal clothes....XD
(my mouth is big here...>.<)

Su Ping and Li Ying in their Obi.
Me in shuttle bus while Li Ying on the phone behind.

Holidayzzz....

2005-06-02T20:29:00.000-07:00

Well....holidays for me this time ain't boring...lol....everyday gotta go out....hehe...Tuesday and Wednesday I went for choral speaking at 8 but was forced to arrive at 7 due to the absence of transportation...a long wait it was...and bored i was...
The choral speaking attendance was pathetic...only 5 of 40 student appeared....the rest apparently...didn't know or were busy...Ms Sharmini told us to go home at 9,well....i took a bus and found that the fare had increased drastically....RM2 just to get to Town...holly....i was 60 cents last time...damn...lol..anywayz...had McDonalds at town while waiting for the other bus..then set of once again...to reach home for the computer.
The next day, history repeated itself, again...5 students arrived, and Ms Sharmini was pissed off...lol...she told us that she will dissolve the team and write a letter to the management...and again....i went home...this time by LRT at 9.29 am. Ugh the journey was pathetic, I missed the LRT twice(at diffrent stations) the first one i wan't sure so I skipped it, then the second one, i had the wrong station name....XD....blur....
After the second LRT i had to walk along Loke Yew Highway...with no freaking sidewalks(the sidewalks was occupied by barries for no reason) i had to walk on the white line, thus forcing the cars and motorists to aavoid me, rather than me avoiding them....it was scary as the vehicles passed by me, nearly grazing the seam of my shirt...ugh...i'm definetely not doing that again...
After that obstacle, the next challenge was to walk 3 km home....ugh....i sat down at a stall to replenish the drained out energy in my legs and consume an angelic glass of ice milo....phew...Once again i set off....walking...as i was walking towards a bus stop, a bus passed, i sped after it hoping to skip some walk.....BUT no....it jus didn't want to stop....it just had to drive on without giveing prior notice to me...i abandoned hope and resumed walking....at the third bus stop...i reached in time to catch a bus and skip a km of walk....YAY!!! Again...i settled at home...had a nice hot shower...and faced the computer.....again....

Junior Brats Camp

2005-06-02T18:47:00.000-07:00

Wow...long time since my last post....gotta update a bit...XD...well...its da holidays now....i've jus came back from my Junior Brats Camp this Monday(today's Thursday). This camp was situated in Rantau, Seremban. The place we were staying in was.....erm...SUPERB...it was someone's house, very japanese like, with sliding wooden doors, a big castle gate at the main entrance, the japanese tokong kinda stone, bamboo, big pillars, paper lanterns with light bulbs in it, swimming pool, sliding wooden windows and a fully made of wood hall!!! Plus it was situated near a forest, so...it was very peaceful. Well...it was quite a fun camp....made many new friends there....eh heh...there was also a guy named Terry(everyone there call me Terry too) so...as u can see, whenever someone would call 'Terry', both of us would answer....lol...
Anywayz...there was quite a lot of girl work to do...such as......tapestry, cooking, etc. haha....buy i guess the boyz did better than the girls...=P...newayz....the night was bad...i was positioned next to the open door...and could hear the croaking sounds of the toads and frogs outside...i alwayz imagined a white ghost coming out of the forest with long black hair....fortunately....i din happen...LOL....anywayz...i had this weird dream... "I was waken up at 2 by a senior who came around distributing 'azimats' to ward off evil spirits, i asked her what it was for and she answered: "You know laa, so, keep it well..." "then i woke up from my weird dream...sigh...i really couldn't sleep after that....eh heh....

Freaking projects....

2005-04-26T23:31:00.000-07:00

Ugh....the projects these days are really getting into my nerves!!! Damn...i have like...umm... geography, history, living skills, P.E.....anything more...??? maybe....*sigh...i've just came back from tuition and here i am typing my project....(umm...now my blog...XD)...PJK....well..now my right hand joint is hurting and my left hand fingers are sore....sadly...

Malay words really suck....everytimes there's a 'dan' i'll type 'and' as instinct...and i'll have to backspace....to type the same thing again...den backspace again....den again...den AGAIN!!!....UGH!!! i'm reallli-reallli SICk of projects...(except the game...survival project... XD)...well...its late now....i've log off....thx...TO THE PROJECTS!!!! DRAT THEM!!!

Confused and Sorrowful

2005-04-25T22:30:00.000-07:00

I find myself crouched in a corner,
not knowing of what to do,
weeping inside myself,
Lies used to keep away from reality,
A veil separating myself and the world,
I ponder about the decision I'm about to make,
whether it is correct or false,
should I carry on? Or should I pause?

In front of me a cross-road lies,
not knowing which direction to follow,
fearing of a dead end,
to a point of no return,
What should I do?
Wait there and not make a move?
Or give a shot in the dark,
which might miss,
and forever lie in the darkness,
not appearing to light,
ever again......

Guitar Class

2005-04-15T20:45:00.000-07:00

Phew....i had my first guitar class today and found myself clutching my right arm after the lesson....its was SOOO...painful...eek...jus for half an hour....and my arm hurts???...is that so?? am i that weak or it is normal??...hmmm.....well...i could'nt say that i'm weak right?? so...lets put it this way...a normal person would feel much more pain than wad i felt.. RIGHT??...eh heh....the teacher taught me in cantonese...whoa...luckily i noe how to listen and speak in the particular language :P...so...it was ok....he was a bit fierce though....phew...the half an hour flew past and without knowing it...my lesson had ended...i double-checked my watch to confirm and left the room...well...here i am now...practicing the little bit my 'sensei' had taught me...trying to perfect it.... :P.... turkey signing out....

Editorial Board Photo-session

2005-04-08T20:00:00.000-07:00

Waaaaaa.....i'ma tired turkey today....eh heh....worse yesterday but still tired today....well luckily Mr Sim accepted my entry as a editorial board photography field member :P....(althought i failed in my Language department :( ) Well...i just hate it when the students don't co-operate and line up nicely when asked to....they are just too playful and don't listen to orders....that makes our 'easy' job....super hard....

Anywayz...that was yesterday....lol....today...i was in-charge of the corridor....well....quite a boring job....nothing to do except shoo people away from the area i'm guarding....well...got tired of standing of course....phew....well....v got FREE burgers!!! lol...nice treat after a day's of hard work eh?? XD....well...gtg.....turkey logging off....

Ching Ming

2005-04-03T03:53:00.000-07:00

Waaaaaa....i'm sooo tired today man....first i got up and watched Hitch :P....den i had to go for ching ming.....haiz....there was a super-duper traffic jam at the cemetery area....our car stayed at the same spot for 3o odd minutes.....eek.....it was buring hot in there.....*sigh*....

Then sun was scorching our bodies as we slaved to clean up the monument....after all the labour....we set to another cemetery....then another.....at the third cemetery...whoa....the incense smoke was terrible...everyone shed their tears as we followed the same procedure as the previous prayers....i wondered to myself...the people working there would certainly get lung cancer anytime right??

Anyway....my dreadful day wasn't over yet....after cleaning up...i had to do my homework....eek....a whole mountain of it....waiting for me to finish.....i better do it now....*sighhh*....turkey logging out

Physical Test....

2005-04-02T23:12:00.000-08:00

Well....today...a usual Saturday....BUT....with many PBSM exams ahead....doesn't seem normal eh?? lol....anywayz....today i got up and had roti canai for breakfast....mmmm.....a good breakfast for energy since i'm going to have my physical test....well....got to school and met up with my group members ( Neptune group.....weird name?? well....it is.... >.<" ) . after that instructions were given and we were schedulled to do our physical test first....whoa....i paired up wif Hong Kah Kiat.... a.k.a Cockroach :P.....well....i did 30 push-ups, 30 sit-ups, ran 3 rounds, duck walk, frog jump, commando crawl, 20 anti-gravities(hang on to a pole upside down and pull yourself up), lastly....star jump 20 times....

I started off comfortably but as i approached the duck walk...i started getting very tired on my legs...whoa...the went NUMB!!....neways....pushed myself....carried on....when i reached commando crawl....my hands were doing all the work and my legs were just dragging behind....yikez....then the worst part....star jump....i was practically putting my hands up liek surrendering....after accomplishing the final task....i still had to run 10 steps to the time keeper....eek....after that i was lying on my back resting....phew....mad-case....everyone was exhausted and some people puked....ewww.....cockroach puked :P....oh well...i din't :P.....

While resting...my eyes became blur....as though some black mist was blocking my view....i felt drowsy....i ducked my head down to channel blood to my head....knowing that if i din't don so....i might faint....luckily i did....and i was okay after that... the worst was over....but then...i just couldn't walk down any stair....my knees would buckle and i'll stumble....i had to hold on to railings....(even now....(15 hours after the test))...

After that i had 'memasak' and 'menyala api' exams coming....my group memasak well...but a lot of smoke went into our eyes and made us weep....we claimed that we were 'touched' by our teamwork and were crying....lol....after that i had my 'menyala api' exam....geez....that sucked badly....i arranged the fire place....got the match ready....and when i lit the match....the cursed wind just had to blow off my match....damn....i lost 30 marks just for that....(i got 70 marks)....sad....anyway...it was a memorable day...i will never forget it.....(for the time-being...due to my still aching leg....)......turkey logging off

Evil Teacher.....

2005-04-01T06:47:00.000-08:00

Waaa...evil Manvir....jus for not bringing our literature text books(small little book)....she made us stand at the back of the class......WTH!!!.....how evil can she get??? can't share it??? she freakign said that it can be shared.....argh....i was so pissed with her man.....i wrote some poems of hatred about her.....the following are what i wrote.... *note that the 'you' int eh poems are reffered to Manvir*

'A wound nothing can cure,
A disgrace no one can bear,
My wrath you shall feel,
Pain will make you reel....'

'The sky won't fall.....you will....'

'Angels radiate light,
you radiate darkness....'

'All that i crave for....is your annihilation...'

'A Waja you drive...neath it you die' (dats evil....)

'As hell's flames swallow you....
Laught is all i can do'

'At hell's gates....torture awaits....'

well....thats it... :P.....i wonder whether my anger has subsided or not....hmmm......better not unleash it at any other person....and i hope i won't need to.......turkey logging off

Science and Maths 1 Results!!! >.<

2005-03-21T04:17:00.000-08:00

Ok....lets put it this way.....there's good news and bad news.....lets move on to the good news first, shall we?? Yoooohooo.....full marks in maths.....yay!!!...XD.....(i'm trying my best not to b chuan....XD....its my FIRST time!!!!.....yayayayay!!!!)........
Ok....cut da crap......my science sucked badly.....(dats the bad news).....haiz.....kinda tied up wif snowball....>.<....anywayz....science.....eek...pathetic.....

Sample question : Wad factor affects air pressure??
Ans : The altitude of a place.

Correct??....well...sadly....WRONG!!! Science teacher said.....too....GENERAL.....eek....wads dat supposed to mean....>.<
Now....no half marks in the exam??? hey....in a 1 mark question....i got 1 fact right....and no points??? bloody hell.....1 fact means i still understand the question right??? Why on earth no half mark.....T_T...oh well....basically many careless mistakes in my science exam...well...i'll TRY to strive and repair my carelessness and get better results in my coming science exam.....science teacher.....beware.......I'LL BE BACK!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......turkey signing out....

Homework...eeeek

2005-03-19T21:48:00.000-08:00

Joy to da world!! i jus finished my karangan....hehe.....only after 1 week of holidays....well....i daresay i grade myself as a lazy boy..... XD....anywayz....lunch is going to be ready...and suddenly....i smell something burnt....ITS DA PORRIDGE!!! EEEEEK!! gotta save it....so i turned off da fire and ask my parents wad 2 do.....now they're at it...and i'm here writing this entry...lol...afterwards i'll be tasting burnt porridge :P.....hope its nice...hehe....
Well....tomolow school starts....ain't that nice?? or is it supposed to be bad??? hmmm......both i think... XD....anywayz.....it feels good to be goign to school.....can meet friends etc....but wait....there's a catch!! In school u have to wear uniforms.....AND HOMEWORK.....eek....doesn't everyone jus hate homework?? hehe.....well....jus a part of life that u can put as 'suffering' i suppose...oh well....another 'obstacle' in life......wad to do??......swt.......so now...i'll put my mind at rest....and try to get a good little siesta... :P........turkey signing out.....

'Short-Term Memory'?

2005-03-19T03:53:00.000-08:00

Well....i kinda got into an argument with my father today.....kinda sucks....he asked me whether i moved the papers from the computer table and i said i don't know....den he exploded and said taht the computer was the cause to my 'short-term memory'....how pathetic can he get?? ugh.....and he said that he's going to remove the damn cables of the computer so that i wun be able to use the computer....how arogent can he get??....damn.....i'm really pissed right now....turkey signing out.....

First Entry

2005-03-18T04:54:00.000-08:00

Eek....my first entry.....well....i must say that life is somewhat unfair, sometimes u jus desire to get sumthing and try your best....but in the end....u fail....however....others....without doing anything they will get wad u want......um....sounds messy huh....well, you noe wad i mean....

Well....discontented me will alwayz crave for things i dun have......oh well....guess i'll have to do some meditiation and focus on my exams huh....XD....speaking of exams....i have been on the com the whole day....whoa....better get going....turkey logging off......